Holding On – COF

I have waited for you
at least three days
to show for me
My feelings passed
away
I guess this is how
it is supposed to be

Yes, you called me
and I didn’t
care anymore
I lost al the
feelings I had
before

You wanted to
get close
Only physical
I was not interested
True love, I responded
Once and for all

I might die
without anybody
touching me
but I decided
and this how
it shall be

I won’t mourn you
I cried over two nights
you didn’t even care
I was so blue
but I let it all go
with all the sighs

Another from the
thousands who only
wanted to sleep with me
how is that you
cannot give me
anything other
than physicality

I don’t understand
how the world works
though it keeps spinning around
and I look at you
and what you want
and I have to yawn

I might never live
that
but I’m holding on
and will believe in
true love
till the last day is gone

– – – – –
COF

You park your car
Close to the flat
That I live in
Every scar
Placed on my heart
Are still wide
Open

I don’t feel like
Giving me up
For you
I don’t feel like
Asking you to give
It up, too
So what do we do?

You wanna come up
I wanna forget you
I don’t wanna go down
So let’s keep the distance for now…