Discipline Viki (2015)

Released: 15 July, 2015

Written:  21 February – 17 May, 2015

Poem list:

01. Rock With You

02. Dressin’ Up for Tonight

03. Miss Agent Carter

04. Vapors

05. Waiting For the Mountains to Fall

06. When I Am

07. Navy Guy

08. The Worst Thing

09. The Greatest Man

10. Never Want to Let You Go

Rock With You ~ Rock with You is definitely a Discipline Viki poem. It has everything: it’s sexy, soulful, charming, tempting and romantic. It is about getting together with yourself. To embrace your real identity and live it out loud in your own atmosphere. It is about becoming yourself completely.

Dressin’ Up for Tonight ~ Dressin’ Up for Tonight is another poem I wrote for Discipline Viki because it is kind of a sequel of Rock with You. It’s about dressing up and getting ready to introduce yourself to the real world under the cover of the night. When you just undertake yourself and ready for a very hot night. When you are open, so anything could happen even if you meet a man at a bar or something. So, it’s really about going with the flow and being totally sexy and discipline. You are the ruler of your own world and you can do whatever you want to.

Miss Agent Carter – Miss Agent Carter is kind of a deeper song. It is about everything that happens when you get into the underworld of a very dangerous situation. Actually, it’s about running away into drugs, sex and everything else. Though it is pretty telltale the whole poem has a very curious tale. It’s about a transgender girl who hates the world, hates herself and everybody so she decides to just kill herself with drugs and parties, sex and alcohol. This is the deepest poem in the album. I thought that Discipline Viki needs one like this poem because in this world this could actually happen to anyone. I mean there are trans girls who actually get into this deep and very dark whirl. So, it’s true and real.

Waiting For the Mountains to Fall ~ Waiting for The Mountains to Fall is about discrimination. It is about atrocities that trans, shemale and other people meet with. This poem is very emotional but it is also strong. It is about no matter what I do I will always be closed out from the society because I am different. It’s about waiting, praying and looking for a way out of this terrible situation. When you can’t find a job or you are discriminated from a group. The solution is to do your best and hope for it.

When I Am ~ When I Am is a the most soulful poem from the album. It is full of faith and hope. It is trust. When you just trust the universe that everything is going to be alright.

The Worst Thing ~ The Worst Thing is a very simplistic story about a girl who always lived like a porn actress but now that she found her man, she finally realized that it was about time to change and be a little bit of the surrounded lover of her lover. This is actually about changing and giving ourselves another chance to prove that we are more than bodies and things those other men can use as sexual toys. It’s about giving ourselves love, the opportunity to love and be loved in a very real and pure way. It is pretty emotional but sarcastic at the same time. I think that she says that the man that found her and loves her deep from his heart is the worst thing in her life because she never saw him coming. So, it’s like a thunderstorm but it is a good one with full of hope and changes. By the way the man the girl talks about in the poem is a military guy from the other poem titled Navy guy.

Vapors ~ I think that Vapors is one of the darkest poems in the album. This is about facing the constant fear that has been haunting you since like forever. It’s about fighting down your demons, your fears, the darkness, the pain and also running into the deep death. You know, when you are heading to those finals. When you think that you are about to die. When you finally, openly fight against the evil spirits of your life and you also take the fact that this is dangerous and it can take your life. You are scared but you are also proud to die for killing those demons inside of you. In the meantime, you are asking the question: “Can I die now?”, because this fighting is going on for so long; it’s exhausting, painful and fatal.