True Love That Lasts Forever

When I take a walk I often envision that someone runs after me with a white rose and tells me that my smile is the most beautiful he had ever seen and he wants to talk to me about what I think about our existence in this world. 

I know, it’s delirious. 

I cannot help myself, really. Maybe it is because I was brought up on Walt Disney, I don’t know. I had a whole bookcase with Walt Disney books and I remember reading them all over and over again, believing in that magic, in that true love that lasts forever. I never gave up that dream I had when I was a little kid. I still have that in me and I don’t think that anything could change it. The only thing is that I found this world so materialistic that sometimes I feel like I am the only one who is looking for that magic and the other people are just using one another. 

I always feel the closest to “Klute” when I dream about the scenario above. Somehow I can so relate to the main character’s inner feelings I cannot even describe. I think it is a very beautiful film with so many psychological dimensions worth reflecting on. 

This realm with the truly reciprocated feelings based on trust, pure devotion, respect, love, friendship, partnership, freedom and deep emotions may never find me. I feel farther and farther away from that dream of mine. 

Though I will never give up on believing that it will show.